Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Change

I hate change.
I mean, sometimes I get bored with my life, realizing it's stretching out me as far as I can see, in a tiny house with a husband who is a teacher and me eeking out employment one hour at a time.
Things are happening at my work, things are changing it makes me nervous. I probably won't work as much.
It makes me nervous.
And I go into our financial books and I try to plan our lives out as far as the eye can see. Sad thing is I can't. My eyes can't see what will happen. They don't know that they might just change the unit right back to how it was, they don't know that we'll be fine.
And that's where faith comes in. I love the quote on my sidebar that we have to walk by faith, not by what we see.
I hate employing that quote. I hate not knowing.
But I do know that I have my job the way it is so that I can stay home with my kids and if I can do that a little bit more, so be it. And if we don't save as much -- we'll be a happy family.
RIGHT?
RIGHT?
TELL ME I AM RIGHT HERE PEOPLE.
{sigh}
I need an ativan.

3 comments:

  1. You're right, Hilary. : )

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  2. I hate not knowing, too.

    But, it will work out. You are doing the right things.

    What's an ativan?

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