Monday, April 18, 2011

Not Today


The job, the job we thought brought all of this on because it was so terribly perfect... that job is going to someone else.

I'm not going to lie, I am devastated.

I really thought that was what God was doing... he had made this happen because of that job.

But it wasn't.  And the spirit works in weird and mysterious ways that we can't understand.

I guess.

Hot on the trail of any job that might speak his name Drew is back on the computer.  I am borrowing his laptop to share a bit of our drama.

I mostly am sad.  I'm sad that this isn't our opportunity. 

I do have faith that our opportunity is out there.  Just not sure where.... not particularly sure of anything right now.


  1. So sorry Hilary-I was hoping you could have quick closure on this.

  2. Hang on, Hil. I've been there, too, where the perfect job doesn't work out and who knows why? Something will work out. Praying for you guys!

  3. Oh bummer, I'm sorry. Hope the waiting isn't too much longer...

  4. Oh sorry, Hil. Hang in there....the right one's out there.

  5. This is the worst!! We've had our own 'this would be terribly perfect for us' events that didn't happen, and all I can think is that you must be close to where Heavenly Father wants you to be. I think He gives us these close calls so we won't give up completely:)


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